~wolvenmoonbaby

time for the random updates:

1. The Dark Knight is one of the best movies EVER

2. Heath Ledger's performance as the Joker is AMAZING and so creepy...he has made the Joker one of my all time favorite movie characters

3. SLIPKNOT HAS A NEW ALBUM COMING OUT AUGUST 26!!!!!! I am so excited you have no idea

4. I am going to the Mayhem Festival in Hartford, CT on August 16th, where I will be seeing Slipknot, Disturbed, Five Finger Death Punch and Black Tide...all bands that I enjoy immensely...god I can't wait!!!

5. I'm losing my mind but that's okay...as Jack Sparrow says "Just close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream...that's how I get by" Amen

6. Thanks for all the pageviews...I really appreciate it

THANKS SO MUCH TO MY [very] FEW WATCHERS AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO FAV AND COMMENT!!!! IT MEANS A LOT!!!

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Holy crap I can't believe how many pageviews I have. Not that they are what matter...but it's still pretty awesome. Sorry it's taken so long for me to get back to everyone who faved stuff and left comments. I HAVE NO INTERNET AT MY NEW APARTMENT. It sucks so much!!!! Hopefully soon I'll have some new artwork to post...but I can't guarantee anything since I've been pretty busy with work. I'm working at a butterfly conservatory that's only 20 min away from my new place. There's not just butterflies there though...there's also exotic birds and reptiles like chameleons and iguanas and turtles. It's a great job...$8/hour isn't too bad...plus it counts as my internship.

I also have a new snake a baby female ball python named Karma...and when I say baby...I mean like a month old and barely a foot long. She's so cute!! And so friendly!! She has a very pretty, unusual light golden color along her sides. I love her. She's my baby.

I'm also pretty sure that I'm slowly losing my sanity...but I'm still trying to maintain some semblance of it. That's all you can really do I guess.

So yeah...I have no internet and no TV at my new apartment. It sucks big balls. I will try to get some new artwork up at some point...but it probably won't be for another week or so. I'm also sorry that I can't respond right away to all of the wonderful comments.

Something...something...dark side...yes.

THANKS SO MUCH TO MY [very] FEW WATCHERS AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO FAV AND COMMENT!!!! IT MEANS A LOT!!!

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I know most people aren't even going to read this, and if they do, they probably won't give a shit...but I just figured I'd write this down for anyone who does.

Well it finally happened. I finally got up enough strength to break up with my fiancee, even though right now I feel anything BUT strong. I just couldn't do it anymore. We'd been together for a little over 2 years. He was a great guy and at one time I really did love him and want to be with him. But somewhere along the way I lost my love for him. I don't how or why it happened, but it did. I guess it was just all the little things...I just started to realize that we weren't as compatible as I had thought. But I put off breaking up with him for months because I still wasn't really sure. Plus, I had never broken up with anyone before [usually I'm the one who gets broken up with] so I didn't really know how and I didn't want to hurt him. Plus, I didn't want to be alone.

Then, last night, I just decided that I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't be lingering and pretending, because that would just hurt both of us. So I finally just told him. And it was still HARD, much harder than I thought it would be. I think I actually cried more than he did.

So right now I feel like shit. I cried a lot last night and didn't get much sleep. I feel really hollow and empty. It's so weird because I lived with him for almost 2 years. I saw him EVERY DAY. And now he's not there. I'm all alone, and it hurts.

So I guess my point is that I'm not really going to be on that much anymore. I really don't feel like drawing at all, plus I have finals coming up. So, I'm sorry to my few watchers...but there probably won't be any art here for quite awhile. I'm sorry

The good news [well at least I hope it turns out to be good] is that I most probably got an internship this summer that pays $14-15 an hour. It will probably be around 40 hours a week too. It doesn't have to do with taking care of exotic animals, but it still deals with the environment....and hey, how can I say no to $15 an hour????? I really need the money right now so I hope I get it.

Oh....and not that anyone cares....but I'm not offering commissions anymore simply because I just won't have enough time...plus I just don't really feel like it. But I never got any anyway, so I doubt this will break anyone's heart. Wow...what a really bad saying to use right now.

So anyway...that's my life right now. Really messed up. Yup..........

THANKS SO MUCH TO MY [very] FEW WATCHERS AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO FAV AND COMMENT!!!! IT MEANS A LOT!!!

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just contemplating whether or not to keep uploading art here since no one really seems to care. i guess i will just because there's not much else i can do with it. spring break is next week so hopefully i'll do something fun. don't have anything planned yet.

anyway...i'm dirt poor and really need money so here's the updated prices for my art:

*simple drawing of one character on 9x12 paper (can be color or black and white) = $5

*simple drawing of one character on 12x18 paper = $10

*each additional character is $1

again, i use Prismacolor pencils, Bic markers and micron ink for my drawings

i would really appreciate it if you would consider commissioning me...i know i'm not the best but i'm willing to draw pretty much anything (or at least try to)

thanks for listening

I really REALLY need money right now so I'm going to see if anyone is interested in commissioning me. I know I'm not the best artist around but I'm willing to draw pretty much anything. I would like to keep my artwork tasteful however [meaning no porn etc]

I understand that every drawing/picture is different, so these prices are not set in stone:

* 8x11" Simple black + white drawing with one character = $5 [each additional character $2]

* 8x11" Detailed color drawing with one character = $8 [each additional character $2]

* 12x18" Simple black + white drawing with one character = $10 [each additional character $3]

* 12x18" Detailed color drawing with one character = $15 [each additional character $3]

* 12x18" Detailed color drawing with one character and full background = $20 [each additional character $4]

* 12x18" black + white portrait of pet = $10

* 12x18" color portrait of pet = $15

I use Prismacolor pencils for my color drawings and usually ink with micron.

***PLEASE NOTE*** I have never done commissions before so it would definitely be a learning process. However, I'm sure I could figure it out and I assure you that I am very easy to work with.

SO PLEASE PEOPLE, GIVE ME COMMISSIONS!!! LET ME DRAW FOR YOU!!! I NEED THE MONEY BADLY!!!!

er uhhh...I mean...that is...you can if you want to

here's to that root of all evil